MOLLY-MAE HAGUE feels she let herself down watching Tommy Fury beat KSI – and will consider banning herself from watching future fights.
The social media influencer was a nervous wreck as her fiance edged past YouTuber-turned boxer KSI in Manchester.
But Molly-Mae admitted she watched none of the bout itself as she stared at the ground in distress.
She said in a vlog: "I moreĀ than anything slightly embarrassed myself as Tommy's support system at the fight because honestly my head was on the ground the whole entire fight.Ā
"I physically could not lift up my chin to look at the ring and watch the fight. I don't know what happens toĀ me in those situations.Ā
"When I wasĀ younger I used to compete in competitive sports – I quit all of them – because I hate that like competition feeling I hated that environment it used to give me anxiety.Ā I didn't like theĀ feeling of like being in competition with anyone.
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"It's just typical that myĀ fiance is a boxer and I'm now like plummeted with no choice back into that lifestyle.Ā
"I wouldn't change it forĀ the world because I know it makes him so happy and I've been over this quite a few times now but I just find it quite hard."
Molly-Mae stayed strong up until the first bell rang as emotions took over.
She said: "I feel like I kind of let myself down.
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"I really wanted to be like a strong support system for him on Saturday and I felt like I was just up until the point of the actual fight…
"Honestly guys, I was a mess, a literal mess. I couldn't eat, couldn't speak, literally felt like I was going to faint, be sick.Ā
"I don't know why I get soĀ nervous and it wasn't like the actual fight. I think it's just feeling the pressure of being his support system and being the one that truly knows how he feels and knows him inside out.Ā IĀ don't know what's going on with this it's just a mad feeling."
Fury, 24, moved out of the Ā£3.5million mansion he shares with Molly-Mae, also 24, and their baby daughter Bambi in Chesire.
And he is now considering his options having beaten social media sensations KSI, 30, and Jake Paul, 26, within the same year.
But KSI has now launched an appeal following his loss which proved to be controversial.
As a rematch remains in the pipeline, Molly-Mae will have to prepare for another nerve-wracking fight night.
She said: "I'll be honest though it's probably the last time I will ever go to a fight – I say that – it won't be because I will drag myself there like I did with this one."
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